Wednesday, August 31, 2005
hello all... today was a good day. heheh. school was pretty cool. the bands in the morning were good. especially the sec 5s. impressed by darren chua. lol. i dunno why i felt so shy giving e plants to the teachers though. maybe cause no one else in school bought gifts for the teachers. HAHA.

anyway. after sch there was a celebration in the band room. and mr glosz gave us guidelines on how to fill in our CCA cards. he's gonna make sure we all get an a2 at least. my a1 is assured. and i got conned, SYWO got no CCA points. NABEI CHEEBYE. zz. then he went on and said dr. lee tien tee is a conman. LOL. oh well. saw a lot of old friends come back too. =)

well. after that i rushed home, darling came over soon after.

anddd.. the rest is. history. =)

i love you a lot. and a lot.

marry me can? =PP

<3 nights =)
teh-flautist. ewenn @ 11:11 PM
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Tuesday, August 30, 2005
guess what?

yes i zao-ed school again, after jimmy koh's warnings to those who zaoed yesterday. poor fellas kena in the morning lolol.

tmr teacher's day celebrations. i think crapjack's performing. ooh yeh. =) must think of ways to zao aces day.. i haven't done a single pushup for like. months heheh.

well. came home and had a very erratic 5-hour nap. woke up every half and hour or so. poor me. i had tuition after that. and i think i needa sleep soon. don't wna zombie tmr. shit sia. i've been tired, very very tired for the past few days. don't know why. heh. oh. and OASIS ROCKS man. they. really. rock. lol.

oh well. shall write about tomorrow, tomorrow. i bet its gonna be fun. miss darlin too much, gotta meet her tmr =P

well well. nights all!
teh-flautist. ewenn @ 11:10 PM
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Monday, August 29, 2005
today today today. shittified morning. i woke up a few times before 6am.. which caused me to be REALLY tired later on. school was a bore.. once again, i left during recess. came home, showered and ate boring PORRIDGE again.

went out to repay my loans to god-complex mama. lol then went to woodlands. met denise and two of her friends at the library.. interesting friends. lol. managed to study quite a bit. was very tired though. stoned a lot. i'm still very tired. after this i'm gonna go slpslpslp! haha.

YES denise. studying with denise is productive. she can solve your maths problems for you. lolololololololol. just kidding. quite productive lah. hahaha. well k bye world.

nightiess.
teh-flautist. ewenn @ 10:19 PM
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Sunday, August 28, 2005
happy 143rd birthday, St Andrew's.

143 years. lol wow.

anyway, yesterday was founder's day. i was in school to receive my award. not too bad an experience. the ceremony itself was pretty boring though. but found out something interesting.

last season's singapore's brainest kid was from SA junior. rofl wow.

stayed on after the ceremony for food and to watch the replanting of the 3 banyan trees in the campus. pretty weird =/ the trees were planted right beside each other.. they're saplings. but like. i think they'll die soon.. lol plant trees beside one another.. of cause won't live what.

went to watch the band perform after that. quite.. depressing. heh. no life in the music. sad to see. i hope you guys improve, though i understand its a new band starting out.

oh yes. we had our last parade too. bade my juniors farewell for good. lol. next year's symphonic band at the esplanade gonna be damn big. 80 i think. or more. lol. but then again. what is quanitiy without quality? you guys better do us seniors proud.

anyway. had free dinner. heheh. talked cock with anwar, dzul and anjad.. went to walk around the school's dark areas. got reallllyyy scared and ran off. hahaha. after that we sat at macs and i got to hear stories about troublemakers that existed when i was in sec 1. hahaha. really funny stories lolol. went home pretty late after that.. took bus with dzul, talked a lot about terrorists. hahahaha. well. yeah.

today was pretty boring.. had tuition.. came home to slack after that. well here i am now. haha.

feeling pretty tired, think i'll have an early night. teachers' day is coming. maybe i'll be nice and buy pressies. heh. well then.

tired = mood swing. better go.

lol byebye =))
teh-flautist. ewenn @ 8:03 PM
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Saturday, August 27, 2005
today was... kinda boring. lol i woke up at like. what. 2pm? hahaha. had tuition soon after, but not before a few games of. yes.

dota.

errm. after tuition it was back here... yes, you guessed again..

dota.

anyway. tommorow looks very promising-ly... boring. founder's day. i'm getting two awards, refer to my old entries. lol. damn mah fan, i'd rather not get anything. waste of my time. i should go for tuition instead. more worthwhile. anyway. back to dota. =)

byebyebyee!
teh-flautist. ewenn @ 12:16 AM
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Friday, August 26, 2005
yesterday's ss was screwed. i'm screwed. i think first 3 mths can't go jc already. damn it. lolol. nvm, work and get my flute lah. lol.

anyway. ponning school, that's why i'm still up. tomorrow. sianzors. nothing much's up, i'm pretty tired. watched naruto just now. quite nice. heheh.

well. nights all. i think i go dota a bit before sleeping. ahah.
teh-flautist. ewenn @ 1:04 AM
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Wednesday, August 24, 2005
sian la stupid english prelims..

first 3 mths i go ITE liao.

i think even ite don't want me sia. lolol.

whiskey's sleeping on my pillow, which is on my lap. such an angel. when he's asleep only i mean. haha.

nothing much to blog about, i'm sleepy, but i've gotta study ss. well. off i go.

nights world.
teh-flautist. ewenn @ 11:07 PM
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Tuesday, August 23, 2005
had quite a bad day today. made my hair nice nice for oral this morning, which caused me to be 15 minutes late. got into the car, my mom just blew up and started screaming at me for like 10 minutes straight. i just shut up.

so like. nonstop bitching. then 5 minutes before i reach school.

'shout enough already? huh? HUH? FUCK YOU YOU KNOW YOU'RE FUCKING IRRITATING'
'ARE YOU TRYING TO FUCKING BLAME ME FOR YOUR OWN FUCKING MISTAKES?'
'FUCK YOU YOU FUCKING CHEEBYE.'

know what she replied?

'YES. FUCK. FUCK YOU'

to which.

'no, fuck YOU. WHAT'S YOUR FUCKING PROBLEM? I NEVER DISTURB YOU IN THE BLOODY MORNING RIGHT, IF I'M LATE ITS MY PROBLEM, WHY DO YOU FUCKING CARE?'

she's one fucking cheebye, when i keep quiet and don't fight back, she'll take advantage of me and scold me more. she dare to blame me for not being able to wake up on her own yesterday. what the fuck la. uber bitch.

school itself was pretty boring too. spent the day shaking in my socks for oral. i was unnecessarily scared. when the time came, i was still pretty scared. which i think, affected my clarity of mind. could have done much better.

fuck, there goes my full marks. i stumbled during readin the passage, but my conversation was pretty alright i guess. sorta made the teacher laugh. haha. oh well. its over. no matter what happened, i can't change things. i just gotta do better for O level english written papers, if i want my a1.

fuck my mom, i'm still pissed at her. if she comes home and acts as if nothing happened i'm going to start using expletives for no reason, see if she like being screamed at for fun.

fuck.
teh-flautist. ewenn @ 6:00 PM
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Monday, August 22, 2005
today was like. boring. go sch slack also. i zao-ed early. came home, slept. got up arnd 4, went for tuition till 9.. so i'm back here now typing my blog. my mom promised a new flute if i 'met my target for O lvls' heehee. fuck she didn't state the budget. damnit. =/ =/ =/

oh well.

nothing much. today i was muggertoot ewen. =P

nights all!
teh-flautist. ewenn @ 10:34 PM
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Sunday, August 21, 2005
today was a waste for me. heh. haven't studied. kinda mood-less. woke up at 9 for english tuition, felt too lazy to go for ss afterward. so i went to cut my hair.

left my fringe and tail alone. gotta pin it up already. heh. so like i look kinda butchy now. hahaha.

then i came home and slept lah. i'm such a pig. haha. found this webby that's frickin cool. everyone should have a look at it. free laughs.

the brick testament


like. go see 'the law' then go see everything there. whahaahha. sure chio ka peng.

its like christian scriptures from old testament depicted in lego form. hahaahaha. seriously damnnn funny.

nothing much to write about today. tomorrow kinda busy. got history right after school. siiiigh. boring, timmy, boring.

bye byee =))
teh-flautist. ewenn @ 8:57 PM
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Saturday, August 20, 2005
a lot to blog about. 2 days. a lot of fun.

and a lot of shit.

lets hear the fun part first.

9pm 19th august

miyuu: come ah timmy we go chiong.

so like. yah. i ended up at serangoon, met miyuu (not his real name) and went to mama's (not his real name) house. like upon our arrival, we find elf (not his real name) watching ichigo. waited for auggy to come. when auggy finally came, like everyone was wearing black but miyuu. so like. omg miyu you're white!

so we took mrt to tanjong pagar, waited for elf's friend. err. forgot his name. reaaaally nice guy. knows a lot of damn cool card tricks. walked to this club that's beside singapore conference hall lah. so deja vu. heh. anyway. we queued for a long time to get in. once we got in.... like.

whole place filled with cigarette smoke.

chao ah lians and chao ah bengs. all dancing para para.

um-zi um-zi um-zi um-zi um-zi um-zi.

we kinda sat around and drank our free soft drinks. miyuu tried to sneak alcohol to us since he's 20 but he kena caught. roflol. so like we left la. then elf's friend say try another place. so we follow him. went to like one of those roadside bars along tanjong pagar.

yes. lup sup bar. roflol.

oh before that. we went to 7-11. i er. shared a pack of cigs with elf's friend. then like mama wtf la, 'ooh freeeee.' roflolol. 'wtp you smoke?!!' yeah so we huffed and puffed to the lup sup bar. over there, walk in, got some auntie. like 30+ one. bring us go 1 corner the table. then talk cock with elf's friend then bring coke and whiskey. lol. like we ate peanuts. drank to our hearts' content and smoked and smoked.

the place damn funny. a lot of men like 30-40 years old. then they all hug hug the girls.. the place alot of girls, employees one. like wtf lah. then i saw some of them take out wallet pay for bill. got wife picture one. shameless fucks. the one sitting behind me. 'jing wan yao gen wo hui jia ma' i felt like saying to the girl 'omg why you want old fuck like him? money? like go back with us to mama's place, we'll make you feel 17!' roflol. then got 1 chor lor auntie come. then she ask elf's friend who we were. he said we poly friends. then miyuu say he army, 20 years old. then mama funny. 'ni cai wo ji shui?'(how old do you think i am?) 'err. da gai 20 ba!'(about 20 ba) then all point at me. 'ta neh?'(what about him?) 'wah eh ni zhen xiang chen long leh!'(wow you really look like jacky chan) LOLOLOL. then then. she said. 'ru guo ta shi 20 *points at miyu* , ta shi ta gai 25' (if miyu's 20, i'm 25) ROFLOLOLOLOLOLOL. then all laugh. then mama whispered like 'ehh i'm 17' she 'WAH IC IC IC TAKE OUT TAKE OUT' then she just giggle and walk away to cuddle cuddle. -__-

THAT'S NOT ALL. the place closed at 3. we thought the first um-zi um-zi club open till morning so we walked back. suay suay. walk halfway.

FUCK. POLICE CAR.

they came out. one young punk mat corporal and one lao jiao staff sergeant. the SSG like talk talk. then they take our IC, ask us 1 by 1 go over. ask whether we drink. my turn then like.

'you know the legal age for drinking?'
'18'
'did you smoke?'
'no.'
'did you drink?'
'no.'
'so you think its cool to lie to a police officer lah.'
'ok so i drank a bit, but i didn't smoke.'
'you don't lie to us you know, we want to give you face but you not helping us you know. you want us to take you back to station?'
'no.'
'why you smell of smoke?'
*points at miyu* 'he smokes what'
(apparently mama smart, he quickly pass to miyu to keep for us, power man mama.)
'ok go back, i remember your face ah'

so liek 1 by 1 call out. 1 by 1 kena fuck cause all lie then he know all drink. hahaha. my balls shake sia, first time kena police like that. they ask if got any police record, lucky none of us have. the SSG went on to like check mama for tattoos cause he looked the most beng. then he ask miyuu army what rank, miyuu said lieutanent. then can see they abit respect. roflolol. the old fuck ssg, miyuu 20 Lt. already. hahahaha. i like 17 also senior staff la. roflOLOL.

anyway, the cops let us off with warning la. we went back to the club, found it closed. we sit at the curb there talk cock. then i smoke again, then just as i finished they say go off. then like wtp. the same police car appear, lucky we flag cabs already. nabei heng si lang.

we split up; me and miyuu then auggy, mama and elf. miyuu and i reached first cause the rest had to go back. elf left his phone on the pavement. noob. ROFLOL. then like we sat on the road outside mama's place, then mama ask me how to puke. i walk to the drain show him. he walk there see my puke, force himself to puke also cannot rofloLOL. like he's teh noob puker. and he's like got 'god complex' la. roflol.

we went on up, then like i died on the bed straight away. we slept like 3 on mama's bed, elf on the floor, aug outside on the carpet. ahaha. funny. i woke up first and played dota for a bit, then elf joined me. then mama came and played. i learnt how to play the naruto game on PS2. hahaha. so cool. we left, i went for tuition. didn't feel too good to go for band after that, so i'm here.

got a few thank-yous and a sorry to say.

like to miyuu and LSC for like. being such nice doods. i was out of money yesterday, they nicely lend me. like i got $ will return one, relac ah mama. and especially to miyuu la. he spent a lot on us without any qualms. nice guy la.

and. sorry to you darling. for all the nonsense you have to go through because of me. i'll stop. i will.



My Bloginality is ENTP!!!
My Bloginality is ENTP!!!
teh-flautist. ewenn @ 12:22 PM
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Friday, August 19, 2005
todaaaay. like boring also lah. hahaha. first 2 periods = recess. lalala. spent english, ss and recess in the library. like halfway the DM came and started shouting in the libary, asking people to keep quiet when he himself making a whole lot of noise. i wonder if jimmy koh has an O lvl cert. i doubt he has.

'YOU BOYS AAH. STOPS TALKINGS NOWS.'

i should be the DM

DM timmy. how cool. 'ok, school ends at 730am.'

'feel free to terrorize your teachers.'

rofl.

oh well. after recess, it was maths then POA. i went to maths and talked cock. i'm really wasting my time in school. i went home after maths.

maybe i shouldn't go to school.

errrm. came home and slept. till 7 plus. hahaha.

OH. school sent a letter to my mom.

mum: what trouble have you gotten into now?
me(groggy from sleep: what i doooo...? nothing whaatt...
mum:*silence* wow. first in science and english award for founders day.
me: orh. i know i got lah. but first? wow.

then my mum leaves the room and i go back to sleep. she's so nice hor. when i got nothing she scold. when i got award she DON'T SCOLD. lol. now some of you know why i'm so nice to my mom eh? =)

anyway. its 10pm, haven't studied much the whole day. gotta do an essay before sleeping.

tmr must chiong my PoA. heh.

nights, world.
teh-flautist. ewenn @ 1:00 PM
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Wednesday, August 17, 2005
orals are 6 days away.

the start of prelims. 1 wk.

my fate for the 3 mths after Os. sigh.

the maths mock today. was. depressing lah. everyone didn't know how to do a lot of stuff too, but that's not a good reason for me to not know as well. and miss sng said maths prelims are gonna be harder. if its any harder.. i might as well NOT DO the paper. =/ during the paper today, i just felt so. helpless. felt like sec 3 all over again, when i saw all those questions i just felt like giving up. forced myself to go on and just do whatever i could. which is not much. sigh. the future looks bleaaak.

5n3, mass suicide? we jump out from outside miss sng's homeroom k? =D

nothing much today, had tuition right after the maths test. my grand uncle said he's very hopeful of my distinction in english oral. i shan't let him down.

probably meeting sweetie tomorrow, if mr chu doesn't intervene and sms me about tuition at 3pm. -__-

well. gotta go STUDY SS. shall write an essay before bed. maybe 2. heh.

work hard everyone!
teh-flautist. ewenn @ 1:16 PM
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Monday, August 15, 2005
had trouble waking up today.. was too tired. stayed up last night for something worth staying up for. =))

managed to reach school on time. slept through bio.. yeahhh. day passed by without much event. i spent 2 hours in the library reading through straits times and doing a few PoA questions. heh.

AFTER SCHOOL WE HAD MOCK MATHS EXAM. damn it. see first question. can do. wah FALSE HOPE. like really gg. ys said its the hardest paper he's taken so far. so like if ys finds it hard, what's it to us? =/ gg no re. i hope i can scrape a c6. damn it. i know i made a lot of WEIRD mistakes. not to mention the paper itself having like. 3 to 5 mistakes. =/ wasted my time staring at several questions that couldn't be done. really stressing time. if i get this for prelims. really gg no re. i'll have to spend my first three months in ITE. lol.

oh well. its over. i think. i heard someone say there's paper 2 tomorrow. i hope there damn well isn't. damn. damn. damn. i need to start SERIOUSLY studying. can someone wake me up. and make me study. like. force me to. sighh. i should just go bang my head on the wall. ha.

ys, you have my symphathies. not really ur fault, really. i couldn't believe my ears when you said i was involved in it. told rach about it. yeah had a good talk about it too.

well. andy's using my battlenet cd-key. so like. wtf i can't dota. sweetie's studying cause her comp died on her. heehee. i think i'll go sleep since i'm sooo tired.

good night world.

i love you, sweetie.
teh-flautist. ewenn @ 9:36 PM
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todaay.i woke up late for tuition, which was at 9. i reached at 1030. really waste time. go there talk cock. everyone wasn't in the mood to do work. so funny loh. go tuition play dai dee and sleep. wtf. -__- oh well. early in the morning. make me write essays OF COURSE CANNOT. ask me to analyse somemore. =/

so i have a lot of homework due by.. erm. next few days. a few essays. la dee dum. good luck, have fun. zz. after tuition, i met kc, xh and bran, watched the philyouth concert. yeah. i think they have too many flutes, although you can hardly hear them. heh. anyway.

erm. no mood to blog. i have a maths mock tomorrow. good luck to me.

bye all.
teh-flautist. ewenn @ 12:41 PM
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Sunday, August 14, 2005
i feel like a fckin girl la

why the fuck does my mood always swing so much? like some mega-emo-fuck. not say i listen to emo yesterday or what. aaaah fuck. whatever.

today. busy. tuition 3-6. after tuition got alumni in the night until 10. nabeicheebye. i fucking sian. no mood for anything.

i wish i could just lie in bed, don't eat don't drink then die on monday.

wah shiok.
teh-flautist. ewenn @ 3:37 AM
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Saturday, August 13, 2005
TAN E-WEN TIMOTHY CHEN YIWEN F9 (U)

i don't know what's wrong with me, i started laughing when i saw that.

ROFL.

oh well. maybe chinese is a joke to me. lolol.

sweetie, it doesn't matter if my SS and english like a***** (btw its like f9 too), the point is i failed smth. omg if i get a1 for everything else, it'll be like.

a1
a1
a1
a1
a1
a1
f9

lololOLOLol.

okay, okay. so i'm retaking chinese at the end of the year. chinese b.

my heartfelt condolences to those who got b3 and are pissed with themselves. (wtf ARE your problems!?!?)

and those who depreciated one grade each time they took the MT paper, since last year.

and to those who're pissed at tarigan for...

FUCKING GETTING A DISTINCTION IN ORAL?!! WTFOMGBBQ.

that's not all.

AND A FUCKING f9 FOR OVERALL MARK?!?

LIKE WTF. NOOB.

yes, i feel your pain guys.
teh-flautist. ewenn @ 12:38 PM
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Friday, August 12, 2005
sia la. this morning.

mom. OEI WAKE UP LATE ALREADY
me. *silence*
mom. OEIIIIIII
me. sickkk laaa got feverrrrrrrrr.
mom. *touches forehead* DON'T HAVE LA
me. YOUR HAND HOT LA I GOT FEVER LA. *covers pillow over head*
mom. today any test?
me. NO.
mom. *close door*
me. roflololmao

like. this morning my forehead cold la. lOoLOl.

i woke up when school finished, had breakfast at 130, lunch at 2. dota-ed till. like now. so yeah. imma start studying soon. rofl.

so like.

take care timmy, drink loads of water.

*mwah*
teh-flautist. ewenn @ 8:44 AM
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Thursday, August 11, 2005
omgwtpbbq.

i woke up like damn late today, too late to go to tuition.

i'm uber tired.

and my throat sucks. like. really. sucks.

oh well. i'm going to sleep early.
teh-flautist. ewenn @ 9:11 AM
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Wednesday, August 10, 2005
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE.

like thanks for the uber fireworks..

lolol. had a LONNGGG day today. went out the moment i woke up, got back at midnight. so like. i went for lunch with rachel (the angel) then like.. walk arnd cine and heeren. then we like left through the cargo lift. then lift door open, fwah. like big big altar there. scary. lol. oh! saw peggy jie. she's like. going biz in NUS. she's so not the biz kind.. haha.

then like, we went to city hall to meet LSC and sarah's friends.. lolol. like aw said to be early, then everyone was like. late lah. -__- i think next time i'll be like. EARLY. roflol. like walked around. jiao wei-ed, till around. hmm dunno lah. sat at esplanade bay.. like dai dee-ed and heartattack till the fireworks started? omg like its uber chio... lolol.

so like after that.

like my sacred forest decided to like, show.

-___-

like sorry yo, at least i didn't do it on PURPOSE. roflol. look on the bright side, like.. y'all KNOW ME BETTER NOW. ROFLOLMAO.

like mama whole day called me noob.. roflol like watch out, i'll like pwn you soon. roflol.

we went to eat carl jr.'s burgers. sarah said it was really good, i don't really think so! its so-so, nicer than burger kind though! haha.

yeah like LSC decided to break after dinner, then i joined in and noobed around for a bit. roflol.

went to like send rach off? i came back like alone.. saw like mata around this shutter.. then i go there like omfg got beer bottle shattered and like blood all over the place.. yah they said got ppl running away noisily just now. after we we left, like we saw trails of blood all the way..

i wonder if the guy's like. still alive. hope so. lol.

so like. we all took 133 after that. and like now i'm home!

happy birthday auggeh. and grace. haha.

i'm falling sick. again.

like its good germs from an angel so like. its ok. roflolol.

nights world!
teh-flautist. ewenn @ 4:27 PM
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Tuesday, August 09, 2005
its national day eve.. today was a.. hmm boring yet not so boring day. hahah. went to school, lazed around in class then went to watch....

BOXING CHAMPIONSHIPS.

but sadly this year's matches compared to last year. rufus downed tarigan with ONE punch. then tarigan's lip tear, blood all, then he forfeit.. poor thing i think he was crying. ROFLOL. a lot of blood this year. everyone like nosebleed. hmm. then must stop match one. last time nosebleed then all continue, like bloodbath. there was a lot of cowboy-ing.. very little skill. less boxing, more fighting. oh well. hah.

i got bored, then adam ask me to show him place to smoke so i bring him go loh. he sialan the prefects then the construction guy come kpkb. =/

then i went to the band room, took out sop sax.. played some quartets with the sec 3 saxes.. i think my tone improve already. heheh. and i don't have playing stamina, my lips like.. easiy tear. hmm. must play more. =P wei cheah came to me for help with e bass clari keys; said they were sluggish, so i took apart a section and cleaned and oiled it. didn't help much i guess. its an old clari. heh.

i went back to watch the boxing prize giving.. that was quite boring too. saw the 4s2 2004 indians.. as well as mark and rajan.. haha.. his tail very cool, like snake's tongue. hahaha.

i think i should have gone for 'stars wars', heard the bands weren't too bad.. yeah.. the soloists sucked big shit though. hahaha.

went home after that.. dota-ed till like. now. hmm.

yaaay. i get to see darling tomorrow. and yes. i have to sing for big boss. -__-

i better go practice.

BYE.
teh-flautist. ewenn @ 11:11 AM
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Monday, August 08, 2005
with all this Festival of Praise hype going on, i cannot help but feel my anti-religion sentiments arising once more.

yeah its cool and stuff, got rock band playing christian music... its appealing to teens.

Christianity, as with all other religions, is.. well. a product. with proper branding, marketing... it will sell. like how carrying an ipod is cooler than carrying a creative zen micro, BECAUSE OF THE BRANDING.

they should get marketing executives as evangelists. might work.

modern christians. they believe in god, they believe in everything that is christianity. but HOW DO THEY KNOW WHAT THEY BELIEVE IN is REAL?! faith you say. yes, faith. faith in something that you cannot see. feel, yes you may say too. but feeling.. feeling is intangible. the human mind is a powerful tool. it can play tricks on you. it can bring you to glory. WITHOUT religion.

recently, several people have reprimanded my girlfriend for going with a 'non-believer'. so like, did the bible tell you to stereotype non-believers? like are we all DESTINED TO GO TO HELL?! ... god said in his book to love all men as brothers. love your enemies. you say you're christians.. but wtf, non-believer only, i'm not even your ENEMY. its just as hardline as saying 'allah says violence against infidels'. do i have like, impure blood? you're like noob la. want to believe at least BELIEVE PROPERLY.

is christianity evolving into smth like. Cult of the Church or something?

and all you christians who read this, DON'T come and preach to me about your nonsense, i won't take any of it.
teh-flautist. ewenn @ 2:40 AM
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Sunday, August 07, 2005
thanks for the care peeps.

i think i'm like just stressed. withdrawal symptoms from lack of dota. yah. i'm alright though.

errr. today.. i've got tuition 3-6. i think i have to go for alumni. though i don't think i want to go. hahaha. but cannot pangseh them lah. very bad.

i'm sweating like a pig now. just finished hot udon. gonna bathe and out i go i guess.

grr. stupid sun. =/
teh-flautist. ewenn @ 4:27 AM
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Saturday, August 06, 2005
do you hate me as much as i hate myself?

why not?

i wish i cut. i can't smoke anymore. no escape.

maybe you do hate me.

why don't you just tell it to my face then?

i wish i could die in my sleep.

run away from all my problems once and for all.

i really hate myself.

i wish... i wish for too many things.
teh-flautist. ewenn @ 12:06 PM
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i don't know what's wrong with me lately.

fuck this life.
teh-flautist. ewenn @ 11:40 AM
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Friday, August 05, 2005
boring daaay. it rained again, which was my prompt to sleep in class. hahaha. ms sng didn't come again. apparently she went for some eye surgery. she has some growth on her eyelid. poor her. jajit singh is the funniest shit on earth. say she 'eye for a guy' HAHAHA. anyway, i didn't go for maths.. went to the library and read this book, 'commando's guidebook to wilderness survival' yeah man like i'm gonna get lost in singapore.. lolol.

spent the whole day in school playing with my hairclips.. i think i'll just get my classmates to do my hair for me everyday in school.. i can't see my own tail to tie it. haaha.

went straight home after school.. david self-invited himself to my house. insisted on coming to play dota. sheesh. he's like teh noob lah. oh well.

after that i like. played mu for a while then i. what i do ah. oh i bathed and played flute. yeah! my 261 is stubborn. doesn't respond well. i want my muramatsu EX model. =(

anyway. i wanta sleep!

see you, world!
teh-flautist. ewenn @ 1:26 PM
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Thursday, August 04, 2005
LONNNNG day. did lots of things. errrrm. where do i start? i got 29/40 for maths test, a mark away from a1. *cries! and at the top of my paper '-1 mark for not underlining vectors' %^#&%&#* damn it. oh well. besides that, not much lah.

met rach after school. watched the island. damn good movie. anyway. yeah. love her.

not much mood to blog now.. just had dinner. feeling pretty frustrated. i'm trying to clip my goddamn tail up but it just droops down and becomes a ponytail.. =/

oh well.
teh-flautist. ewenn @ 12:02 PM
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Wednesday, August 03, 2005
what a day at school. had very little sleep last night, which resulted in very dry eyes this morning. i couldn't wear my contacts, so i wore my specs. right eye was swollen and pain and itchy, obviously i had sore eyes but i went to school anyway. was kinda late, but made it for assembly in time. ate 2 sandwiches and my favourite COFFEE BUN in the car. yes yes. the ROTI BOY one. ORIGINAL.

phoon was like. mad during assembly today. seriously, horribly psychotic. he kinda screwed everyone and we're like wtf? his wife probably said his dick was short or smth last night. or refused his plea for sexual favours. or something. yeah.

luke DID get caught. apparently they're deciding to give him public caning. AHHA. loser. got show to watch sometime this week already. *yay*.

slept the first half of school away. my whole class decided to pon english and went to the library after recess. unfortunately, our teacher sent somebody to find us. so we went for english and i slacked there. seriously, i think i only go to school for maths lessons on tuesday. the rest of the periods are a WASTE OF TIME. stuff like PE, geog. oh well.

smsed mom, she came to pick me to see doc during her lunch hour. doc gave me eye drops and PILLS for my eyes. interesting eh. hmm. yeah and he gave me my favourite medicine. NIMEGEN. yayyy.

desmond, desmond. you got me hooked on SG MuOnline. oh yes, if you read this, msg me please. i got something to discuss with you. I KNOW HOW TO BLESS KUNDUN BOXES.

i've got POA tuition at 6.

toodles.
teh-flautist. ewenn @ 7:23 AM
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Tuesday, August 02, 2005
so, yeah. i er. made my own half-day today, since miss sng didn't come to school. poor lady must've been too under the weather to make it to school. oh well. i think my class is having mother tongue now. =/

anyway, during recess just now, i saw luke from 4NA pound someone. wonder what that guy did to offend luke. poor bloke probably has his nose broken, according to shyam. the school captain stopped the fight, but i don't know why he let luke walk away. tsk, prefects nowadays. ball-less. okay, some. er. actually most. heheh.

congrats to 3dash1 for winning the school of rock finals! and to simon, cause his band came in second. hahaha.

busy day, busy day. i'm going to play a game of dota before having my lunch and going out to toa payoh macs to study, since i've got to meet darren (JJ.. heheh.) there at 4 to lend him my black leather shoes.

byeeee.
teh-flautist. ewenn @ 3:28 AM
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Monday, August 01, 2005
yeaaa! done. i figure i've still got a lot more to learn about html though. pointers, anyone?

anyway. i created this blog 'cause i think i need to practice my writing, and like, i don't want to do stupid compos. =P yeah.

aaaaaanywayyyy, today was pretty much a boring day. errr. woke up early at 9 for tuition... wrote a reaaaallly good compo, 'describe your bus trip in the morning'. yeah, was really. er. DESCRIPTIVE about it. heheh. after tuition, i wolfed down crepes in 4 minutes (rachel called me a monster... =( ) and DOTA-ed my afternoon away, thanks to last-minute cancellation of social studies tuition. i felt guilty for not studying, so i went to my room to read up on electromagnetic induction. apparently i wasn't guilty enough, because i

FELL. ASLEEP.

anyway. i got my retribution. my eye was like. swollen when i woke up. i think my pillow cover's dirty or smth. yeah.. its okay now though. i thought i was gonna go blind. the whole sclera swelled up laah. =/

i don't feel like studying today =(

guess i'll make up for it tomorrow.

goodnight, world.

love you, sweetie. =)
teh-flautist. ewenn @ 12:16 PM
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welcome, welcome. its the first time i'm blogging... =)
teh-flautist. ewenn @ 11:21 AM
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