music has charms to soothe a savage beast.: October 2005

thought i'd blog for a bit before going to study.

ah. nothing much's been up.

except.

er. yah. hahaha.

anyway. i won't be blogging much until after Os cause i don't have anything much to blog about anyway. life's pretty boring at this point of time. =P

oh. and i did another piercing lol.

that makes 3.

mug.

teh-flautist. ewenn @ 4:52 PM

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wah sia la long time haven't blog already. haha. anyway. nothing much's been going on. except for the fact that i've got a new phone. e730. yes. at last. haha. and the phone looks so damn cool man. all black. rubber surface.. oh hell go check it out

cool right. haha. anyway, been tuitioning alot lately. i've gotta do maths tomorrow. and i've got tuition again in the evening. haha. wednesday gonna go changi airport study. haha. no don't ambush me people. lolol. so bhb.

well. i'm really tired already. haha. gotta go sleep.

mug mug mug.

and of course.

mug.

teh-flautist. ewenn @ 3:01 AM

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wah i'm super tired today. was chatting on the phone last night till what. almost 5? hahaha.

i'm gonna get flute lessons after Os. i need to get up to that pro-pro standard. haha. and i figure i need to get music certs soon if i plan to get anywhere. haha.

i better go study, wasted enough time today.

byee!

teh-flautist. ewenn @ 4:04 PM

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well. today quite funny.. i woke up pretty early, went to school. yeah to find that my class pangseh. lucky i found herosh, gerald and tarigan outside school, so i could study with them. lolol. i did more than 10 today. scary huh? anyway, i did a lot of physics. well, actually no la. just a chapter. and a lot of talking cock. haha. anyway like ys and co. came back to potong pasir to study? lol. yeaahh. i went off around 6, cause i had tuition.

on a less happier note, in the cab to tuition, i suddenly thought about what happens if a friend of mine, any friend, commits suicide. if its one of those whom i don't have other connections to, i'd never find out.. and its just freaky to think of it. paranoid?

yeah. thanks rachael...

sigh. its been a year. i wonder how're you. if there's a heaven. or i wonder if you still linger....

oh well.

i'm having mental images of you through the glass.

stop it timmy.

ah. anyway. kc is teh funny. 'my pool cue bankai already' its name is 'pwnage'' lololol.

can i bankai in 3 days? hmm.

ah fuck la. cheering myself up doesn't help a shit.

teh-flautist. ewenn @ 10:16 PM

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i've been hooked onto j-rock lately (thanks to jasmine! hahaha), but i can't seem to download any, so i shall have to make a visit to hmv/borders to find j-rock. meanwhile, anyone who has d'espairs ray and dir en grey.. PLEASE SEND! thanks =)

the members of these j-rock bands look so cool okay. i'm gonna do my hair like tsukasa here from d'espairs ray.

not the eyes though. that's just too freaky. lol.

or maybe like hizumi here.

grad night, here i come.

j-rock style. roflmao.

teh-flautist. ewenn @ 11:26 PM

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i've left secondary school life, for real. wow. thinking back, i've spent more than half my life in st andrew's. does it make me a true saint?

NAH i guess not. haha.

anyway, today there was farewell assembly, and it was so touching. even mrs charles was moved to tears when she heard the grad boys singing. the teachers sang a song about life's roads, it was really touching. and. well. i sang ALL the hymns during the ceremony, and the grads spontaneously did a rousing rendition of our school song. which i haven't done in. er. 2 years. hahaha.

i do hope its not the last time i'll be singing the school song and hymn. heheh.

'every end is a new beginning' hmm.

Always have a dream,
no matter what comes your way.
Remember, life is what you choose,
not what you hope someday.

Always have a dream,
keep pressing toward the prize.
Release the past,
embrace tomorrow,
let your spirits rise.

Always have a dream,
inspired by God, (hmm.)
and then as He refines the edges,
He'll give it back again.

Nothing in the world can take the place of persistance.
Talent will not; nothing is more common than men with talent.
Genius will not; unrewarded genius is almost a proverb.
Education will not; the world is full of educated derelicts.
Persistance and determination alone are omnipotent.

well. Os are 3 weeks away, and its 6 days till my science practicals.

In Saint Andrew's, no one is there by chance.

teh-flautist. ewenn @ 4:59 PM

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sigh. my parents never understand.

and they don't bother trying to. oh well.

last night was a bad night. shouting match with the woman at home. i got really pissed and lost it. shall spare you the rest of the details. heh. i locked myself in my room. and. yeah.

welcome to my life.

cliche, but true. i really need to study lol. but i just can't, i dunno why. at home or in school, it makes no difference.

ohhh forget it.

teh-flautist. ewenn @ 9:38 AM

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yawwnns.

decided to blog before POA tuition starts. she should be here any moment. the last few days were uneventful i guess. yesterday i went to starbucks, found tim wong, josh, sharul and ryan there. josh was doing reaaaally stupid stuff. made all of us go like -.^ well. except for sharul, who was fooling around together with him. hahaha.

ok. tuition just finished actually, left the thing here cause she appeared suddenly. ahaha. erm. yeah. i left early, thought someone fell asleep at home, don't want to drop by already. and then today got tuition, i pang seh again. i feel so guilty. lol.

sigh.

study, timmy, study!

teh-flautist. ewenn @ 4:56 PM

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10th. ha.

no, 'he' won't be happy.

he's broken inside, feeling played like a rag doll.

he'll never be happy.

teh-flautist. ewenn @ 2:02 AM

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wah wah dota siao okay. lucky i never go yesterday and today. they're mad okay. whole day dota at lanshop.

anyway.

L1R5- 30
L1R4- 17

wtfbbq?!

miss sng says its because my CCA a1. how cool. maybe i can appeal to sajc. i wonder if they accept 30 pointers. wahahaha. i was talking to ting hao and subra from 5n1.. wth.. subra got 37 or 38 and he's had OFFERS from ACJC to go as guest student. wtf? tinghao better. 22 points, RJ and VJ want him. maybe cause subra is cricket captain and tinghao is hockey captain. but still.. lol. shows how far sports can bring you. no one wants a lowly flautist like me. =((

well? i haven't been studying much, sadly. and i dunno why. unmotivated. argh. lol. and school is SUCH a waste of time okay. make us go intensive, and its really wasting time.. lol. then again, well. ah i dunno lah. screwed up shit.

looking forward to tomorrow. CJ tune in. i wonder if its gonna be fun lol. i hope i don't no0b myself there. haven't sightread in 57328748 years man. oh well.

its a month to Os.

teh-flautist. ewenn @ 5:22 PM

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cb lah. omg today another quite wasted day roflmao. reach school wanna do geog. go in LT. CYM start talking bullshit again.

OOPS DID I FLAME A TEACHERRR? awww.

well anyway. everyone made shitloads of noise la. i just did maths in there. dunno what she saying. she talk or write no difference, no one understand. rofl. she say she was gonna make people go outside if they continue to talk, then like more people talk rofl. anyway, we left after half an hour. went to park lane. guess for what?

yes. dota. -_-'

wtf la rofl. tmr PoA i bet waste time again. sian cheebyeeees. this intensive really screwed up one.

and i really need to study loh. i don't want to feel uneasy during my first 3 month period. oh well.

oh! my mom says don't repair phone. and we looked through some phones on the net. she said only can get phones below $400. which is what? stuff of the K700i generation. wtf la. i said forget it don't buy. don't give me hp. she diam rofl. fuck la. liek really no point. $400 buy fuck... i want a K750i la its so freaking nice.. and not say i'm like those people who pester their parents for new phones every 3 mths. wtf la. i use my phone until it SPOILS okay. (which happens quite fast. lolol)

well anyway. enough ranting. zzzzz.

a month. can i get below 20? can i? really? sigh.

'nights.

teh-flautist. ewenn @ 11:25 PM

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wow haven't blogged for long. hmm. well. firstly.

happy children's day to all! yes, we're all young at heart. heheh.

tomorrow marks the start of my studying frenzy i guess.

time for work and time for play
life is now today, today.
(O levels are a few days away!)

my school song has so much meaning. =/ unfortunately no one thinks about what they're singing during assembly.

or they don't sing at all.

every morning i see assembly i think of prison morning exercise. rofl. oh well.

damn. msn is down. grr.

oh! i've sent my phone for servicing. damn it. $70 bucks. i might as well get a new phone la. ericsson sucks okay. lol. end of this year i can get new phone already i think. or march next year.. whatever. lol.

i'm reaaally tired now. shall bathe and sleep.

can someone motivate me more?!?

-'tis the end of the life i've led so far.

teh-flautist. ewenn @ 8:45 PM

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