its been like days since i last posted. hahah. haven't been posting cause i've been either moodless or too busy. more of the former i guess. heheh.
well its in the middle of CNY. i collected $581 on the first day, but i'm not collecting anymore. the cash is gonna go into paying for my new flute i guess. hahah.
unlike most of my friends, i think cny is quite fun.. why? wellll..
i get to see relatives that i very rarely see. and i like talking about everything with everyone..
i like the wine. =x
oh. and this year alot of aunties couldn't recognise me.. to the point that when i went to one house in my mom's side got some aunties who were like 'eh whos that ah?'. my mom is like 'THAT'S EWEN!' and everyone 'HARRRHH?!?!' lol.. yah then i think everyone is blind cause everyone keeps saying i bian shuai or smth. hahah the most funny one. got one newly-wed cousin sitting beside me, she's the wife of one of my cousins. then i think she's like 30 or thereabouts. got one auntie.. she was like.. 'is that... your girlfriend..?' LOL! then that cousin was like 'HAHAHAH VICTOR COME HEREEE!' victor is that cousin of mine. hahah. i was like 'huhh? OH HAHAHAH!' slow lah. =x see. 30 year old can get mistaken for my gf. got ppl think i'm 20something. LOL. even got 1 uncle ask my elder bro, whos 27, when his O lvl results coming out. hahah. then i was like 'ME LAAH.'
geez. i think i have a white beard or something siah.
oh well. i love CNY.
(mostly for the money of course!)
okay i'm going out for dinner!
bye world!
oh, and i'll continue with the story some other time... SORRY YINKWAN. hahaha!
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Somebody please tell me
What am I suppose to do?
You've died and I'm here
Thinking that I hear your voice
But it's somebody else
It's always somebody else
Why did you die?
Don't leave me please
I beg you God tonight bring me peace
I'll never sleep without
The dreams of you alive here with me
Alive here with me
The brightness left your eyes
As I held your face
Don't tell me it's the right time
And your last words will sustain me
Until my end
Until I see you again
While words evade me
I'll wait to remember you
And what you had meant to me
Could never be forgotten
The chains of death
Are falling, but my heart still bleeds
It longs for the day
When we will be as one, one, one
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today i'm not updating the story.
if you're here for the story you can f off now unless you wna continue reading.
today i very emo. one of my brothers dad kena until damn jialat. i feel his loss badly. yeah. i know you won't be reading this at the moment. but i do want you to know that whenever you need us guys, we'll be around. anytime yeah?
do take care.
life is cruel. fuck.
=(
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heheh i shall continue my crap storyy.
where did we stop? he entered the ramp right? hm.
...
a strange sight met nat's eyes. the area was filled with monitors that linked to one another, like the compound eyes of a fly. it was so amazing that nat was lost for words. the man in white spoke his questions aloud.
'"what is this place?" you must be thinking. the time shall soon come, and you will know the doom that has been placed on the heads of evil men. my fate, unfortunately, lies with them. you will remain here for a long while. there is food and living space.'
with that, he got into the car, which drove back up the ramp. nat chased after them, unhappy with what he had just found out. he was, however, no match for the speed of the car.
left with his only alternative, nat began to explore the gigantic cavern that was to be, unbeknownst to him, his home for a long long time to come.
I SHALL CONTINUE THIS ANOTHER TIME.
am even more tired today..
it was sasmb's passing out parade. words cannot describe the pride i felt watching the parade, especially when it began to pour in the middle of everything. the band continued to play in the rain, and the squad didn't move a hair.
i think the band's sounding a lot better than before. my section's too soft though. can't hear a thing. hah. well things are changing, can see.
the junior band got the whole audience enthused, from what i heard while waiting to go on stage....
yes. the alumni band performed as a finale. =) i think it wasn't too bad. i kept mispitching; i think there's a lot of leaks in my flute. i must go and mend it sometime soon. grr.
i think i won't earn enough for a new flute. =(
and i don't think my parents are willing to help either. SIGH.
we'll see, we'll see.
gotta go, am like. shittifyingly tired.
nights..
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hmm haven't blogged for ages, it appears. hahah. got alot of things happen but some i don't want to say. so.. yah.
its 2.42am at the time i'm typing this.
and to fill space i'm going to attempt writing a short story.
note: sorry if i get any facts wrong. corrections are welcome! =)
here goes..
nathaniel was a normal boy of 17, as normal as you or i could be. (okay some of us aren't that normal actually.) he attended a school that had somewhat of a good reputation. as he stared at the desolation of what remained, many questions floated in his mind.
why? why? and why?
....
it started out as a normal day. nat got up for school in the morning, washed up, ate and left home. routine.
upon reaching school, he loitered around the assembly area, chatting casually with his classmates. the school bell tolled, heralding the start of the school day. things went as ordinary as any school day could.
until the men in the black car showed up, looking for nat. they showed some papers to the school secretary, allowing them to take nat away. they told him it was of the utmost importance that he followed them. curious, he stepped into the car.
that's when curiosity killed the cat. well. not really.
a man in white dressing sat in the back of the car, facing nat. he told nat that he had been earmarked for a very important project. nat wondered aloud,
'why me? i'm not outstanding in any way.'
'that's the whole point,' the man replied.
as the journey wore on, nat became more and more troubled. the scenery outside soon changed from that of a cityscape to the green nothingness of a plain. the driver turned off the road, onto the grass. checking that they were not followed, the driver pushed a button beside the dashboard. a ramp materialised some distance in front of the car, slowly opening up to admit entrance.
the automobile entered, and the ramp closed behind it. the doors were opened for nat, and he alighted from the vehicle. a cavernous area met nat's sight.
and that wasn't all.
TO BE CONTINUED...
nyahahah. its late, sorry. gotta go NUS tomorrow watch boss repair stuff. heheh.
nights all.
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ah been too lazy/busy to blog. lets seeee. what've i been doing? ohh not much i guess. repairing flutes... etcetc.? hah.
i went out on tuesday, shopping.. tiring but fun! hahah i shan't really elaborate. =) you know i know can le. ahhah.
i forgot what i did on the other days but yesterday was mom's birthday. hahah. had cake. forgot to wish her. HAHA. ok im a bad son. and then i didn't buy pressie. i better buy next year. hehehh.
well nothing much's up.. actually alot's up budden i don't want to say can? lolol.
went to school today, then to flute tuition. pretty much decided to play minuet and dance of the blessed spirits. gotta chiong my grade 5 scales and shit. =( minor minor minorrrr.
well. i need a theory teacher. i know who to go to. hee. =)
nights world!
i'll be serious this time.
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ah.. was too tired yesterday to blog. hah. anyway not much happened. after work i went to esplanade to borrow some scores. saw some people i know on the way. one of them the face black black one, cheebye i see i also dulan, don't want to greet properly liao.
nevermind.
i went to borrow that book of popular classic flute solos. luckily it wasn't on loan.. i was looking for something else to borrow besides that.. so i just swiped eine kleine nachtmusik off the shelf.. hmm. i think next i'll borrow that improvisation book, since seventh degree wants me to play flute. cannot go there do classical sound also. zz.
speaking of seventh degree. i think i'll be working halfday tomorrow only, cause we're going jamming. i get to meet matt, our keyboardist. eugene keeps GUSHING about him. lala. well. i dunno i go for what also. never ask me learn anything to sing. gene ask me bring flute.. mad. i not so pro on the spot compose shit. zz.
yes. now about the trevor james flute. it appears to be the first flute i played on in my whole life. yes. and i lost a part from it. tiny tiny part. about 0.5cm big. as a result. WHOLE FLUTE CANNOT PLAY. i think it slipped down the sink. the stupid stopper loose one... zzzzz. anyway. i repaired as much as i could, then moved on to the other trevor james today. which is the one moses koi used. hahah. i DIDN'T lose any part from it. and it works like new now.. sooo yeah.
i'm starting on st pats flutes tomorrow.
and i thought the SA flutes were in bad condition.
oh well. i shall play a bit more of eine kleine before sleeping.
nights all.
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i think those goddamn pills really give emoness.
who wants emo pills? go ur doctor ask for nimegen. okay one. so far the worst that has happened is that it made a man in london hang himself. OKAY ONEEE.
it curbs acne. its like the Final Solution.
Endgultige Losung.it works on acne as well as the Nazis did on the Jews.
well if not for nimegen my face would look like a minefield, with very large mines at that.
so how?
perfect face & emo
or
happy fuckface?
roflrofl. happy fuckface sounds teh funny.
actually i think the emo part can contain. its all up to the drug-taker, albeit uncontrollable emoness. for no reason suddenly will think emo things one sial. but i think i just have to remind myself its the stupid medicine. lol.
i think having a counterbalance, i.e. very happy person, around you is also very helpful.
AND i have nothing to be emo over right now.
in fact i should be happy.
i should be anxious.
i should be anticipating.
not be emo. lol.
anywayyyy. i received my pay today.. its alllll going into my (NEW)bank account. by march i should have a new flute.
tomorrow after work i shall go to esplanade to borrow that cool book of favourite classic flute solos. orh ya, that reminds me. i need to go buy originals for exams.
oh yeah, there was this guy selling cheap imitation gucci & LV stuff at orchard underpass. $10 real leather wallet. as in. i know for sure its real leather. and it looks PERFECTLY alike when compared with the real one. of course. you gotta look like you can wear LV before people actually believe its a real LV you're toting around.
gave mom a call to tell her the LV guy was peddling, and asked if she wanted anything. appears she wanted a passport holder. so i got it for $15. very nice. lol.
then walked down to far east to shop. rather. assist(okay i think it should be desist instead =p) one in shopping. lol. that's about it, went home then had dinner, chatted a bit. i'm off to bed. work tomorrow again.
i shall bitch about that trevor james flute belonging to SAS band when i can tomorrow.
nights.
you make me smile.
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ah. its 2006. lol. everyone's going 'happy new year'. and its like i was thinking.
what's so happy about it? why the celebration? its just another goddamn year. =/ celebrate growing 1 year older? lol its like saying 'yes i wanna die faster'.
i have no resolutions. most people who make resolutions never keep them anyway, and i'm one of them. so i shan't bother making any. okay i'll make one that i'll keep.
i'll practice on flute harder. heh.
well. yesterday there was alumni band prac. i woke up late, got there late. missed a piece. sightread 2. both weird pieces by jap composers. one's by toshio mashima. after prac i went to thomson plaza. opened a savings account, got an ATM. like. finalfuckingly? lol.
and i also got my pay today. i think. maybe i'll get it on monday. hmm i dunno. heheh.
i'm getting that dyna tuning system for my flute. i think i need it. it boosts my tone. and i can actually tell lol.
oh well.
another fucking year of life. zz.
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