music has charms to soothe a savage beast.: June 2006

yes. now i'm home. and full, after dinner.

aw. no more ice cream to eat; finished 2 tubs yesterday. heheh.

yup, wenta town just now with the guys and girls. vera needed to buy a black polo tee. we wenta giordano's. she got 2 i think. she looks better in the small, not the extra small. oh well. whatever.

took 167 with russ after that. zonked out on the bus. got home, grubbed and watched match highlights from last night.

wah seh. super rough game last night. a lot of stupidity on the field. lol but the portuguese goal was really sweet.

mm. i crave sweet dessert.

oh well. time to get down to work. i must finish that newspaper thing tonight, then rearrange and tidy up my interview questions.

oh! yes! i'm going to interview vernon A. on thursday. media in society project. heh

gotta go!

byebye.

teh-flautist. ewenn @ 9:03 PM

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blah. hello all.

its 5.19, i'm having my last set of lectures now. principles of marketing communication.

its ziggy taking today. even when i listen to him lecture, i don't understand a shit he's trying to say. i don't know what's important to take down. or to absorb. lol. ms thomas and j lo so much better. heheh.

ooh. marketing plan for green tea. blah.

today we got NEW PROJECTS. another... 2. eh? or 3. or something lah. must start soon, if not later i'll start stressing.

and emoing again.

oh well. 'executive summary' lol. sounds so business. 'company info' wtf. its like. i'm in mass comm, not doing business please. lol.

blaaah. im freaking tired today.

psst, adam here again. i'm gonna dedicate one paragraph for myself. fwahhahahahaeouhoahe. okay err, yah i'm also very tired. i took a nap at the back of the LT just now WEEE. oh and just now i fell asleep during his lecture, and i dreamt that somebody pushed me off a building, and i jerked awake. err, something like that la. then right, my heart was racing when i woke up. omfg. it's like a fucking nightmare please. oh wait can i say the word fuck? sorry tim. oh tim says i can. so. FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK WAODFIUAOWIEURA30294U)(W*)(#*$ sorry, had spasms. okay OMG ZIGGY JUST TALKED ABOUT SENIOR CITIZENS. yuck scary shit. they scare the fuck out of me. omfg wait for my entry okay, tonight i'll update and you can see. go visit my blog here. http://pseudopath.org

okay thanks tim, i love you. don't worry i'll let you write in my blog one fine day...................... count the dots and multiply by six thousand four hundred and eighty two million. (:

lololol. tim back here. batt is dying. i shall blog at home later, if something happens. lol.

oh yes. we got our media in society test paper back today.

i got a sweet sweet mark.

10.5/20

time to start studying.. hard.

timmy the nerdz.

kz gotta go.

'till later!

teh-flautist. ewenn @ 5:20 PM

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i think i am very screwed.

i mean. my body clock is very screwed. yes.

lol. monday die already. i'm going to zombie around.

anyway i was blog-hopping and gaming.

boring life.

sorry adam! i know i was supposed to be at MOS with you like. just now. but i've been out late too much this wk, and i think mom's not too happy bout it. and i'm broke too. =p

perhaps next week? i want to get my pay. hehe. then i can treat you a few shots to make it up to you kkkk?

hahah.

well, anyway i woke up at 4+ today. gamed a while before leaving for alumni prac. i sounded like shit today (not like i don't all the time though).

acne medication is drying up my throat and lips againnn. lol.

there wasn't enough amazing grace scores to go around so i slacked around. played that bunny carrot game thing on my hp. wah thinking game. so i turned it off, and just as well, deborah came with her sis. came to sit beside me and caught up on life. hahah. didn't see her for ages. =)

yesyes. that was about it, besides the fact that i managed to get lots of the running notes in howl's moving castle in. HAHA YAY.

supper at macdonalds, with the usual load of crap-talking. after prac is the main reason i go for alumni prac. LOL.

oh well. school starts tomorrow again.

didn't seem like it stopped anyway.

~~'nights~~ morning world.

i'm off to bed!

teh-flautist. ewenn @ 5:05 AM

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my holidays are flying by.

okay, they weren't really holidays. and i just realised its already 5.30am.

lol dota makes you forget the time. oh well. better enjoy while i can. school starts again on monday.

yesyesyes. what's been happening?

oh yes.

i've been having tests. marketing test was. fwah. FWAH.

die.

i think *maybe* i can pass. i can just go on hoping lah. probably a fail. oh well. everyone else's going on about how they're gonna fail anyway. (which is of course, all lies. i think i'm going to fail alone.)

that was on wednesday. yes. was supposed to do filming for jolynn on wednesday afternoon. they postponed it to thursday morning, i told them to find another actor cause i thought i wouldn't be able to wake up, and to wake me up if they couldn't find another. lucky for me, (and luckier for them) they managed to get another actor.

yesssyess. so on thursday, i went jamming in the afternoon with seventh degree. mostly did slow ambient 'secks music'. lol yes +flute. hooray. and then we did solitary shell a few times.. the technical bits were pretty unclear.. and i think my verse and line entries are off. they're offbeats, quite hard to catch. oh well..

after that, i headed down to bishan, to BRYAN'S house. for OANNES BBQ. hooray. quite few people came down though =( i can name. monica, bryan, me, hogan, chengfeng, dedric, nicole, cherrlyn, hanxiang, the other bryan, wedgie(?!), some guy i dunno, russell, iggy, fiona, junhong.

SEE, SO FEW THAT I CAN NAMEEE. sadness.

oh well. we managed to finish a whole bottle of vodka raspberri. =D courtesy of russell! HOOOOOooooo!

thanks to bryan and mon for the bbq! thanksthanksthanks. you rock.

so anyway i think i gained 53278523 kg at the bbq. ate a lot of chicken wings, some fish. 5 cups of FRUIT SALAD. and 2 BAGS OF RUFFLES.

yes. 2 bags. okay less than 2 lah, since people took. but yah. the bags were on my lap most of the time. lol.

after that we sat around, talked cock, ATE ROASTED MARSHMALLOWS. then russell wanted to finish his vodka, so he poured it into the sprite bottle, then we played 1-99. some drinking game where the last loser of the round chooses a number between 1-99, and the rest have to guess. so the numbers get narrowed till someone guesses the number correctly. then that person who guesses correctly has to drink. and the cycle goes on.

i didn't get high on thursday.

oh well.

fridayyy. yes. friday. i woke up kinda late, watched some bleach and naruto, then went off to harbourfront to meet ying. was. quite late. HAHA SORRY. =X yes then we headed to charmaine's house. where we did FILMING. for charmaine's group.

okaay. so basically they did a spoof of the visa advertisement. the 'more birds, more luck' one. LOL. yes. i was.. the bird-buyer. char had this. nepalese flute (i think its nepalese). damn, its really cool. i managed to play on it. so i actually played on it for a scene. lol. yesss. we managed to finish at 11pm. 6-11. with a lot of breaks in between (which we used to film BLOOPERS). hahah. we watched the whole thing at the end. it was just weird looking at myself. hmm.

charmaine's mom is SUPER nice. gosh. keep making stuff for us to eat. thinking about it makes me hungry now. hahah. coffee cheesecake, grapes, cheese sausages, PIZZA HUT. omg. mad right.

i got home after 12.

i should've been tired.

hmm apparently i wasn't lah. so i chatted and cs-ed and dotaed. and now i'm blogging. and its 6.03am.

LOL SORRY I JUST NOTICED I DIDN'T TAKE PICTURES OF THE EVENTS OVER THE LAST 2 DAYS. NOOOOOooo.

okay next time i'll make sure i do!

k its late, i want to sleep for a bit. wake up tomorrow. er. no. LATER. and GAME AGAIN. woohoo. then its alumni prac. blah.

whatever, i'm off to bed!

goodnight world!

teh-flautist. ewenn @ 5:41 AM

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dear readers.

today ewenn needs your help.

be sweeties and do my GREEN TEA SURVEY for me =D

if you do it, i'll owe you a hug. (unless you're gay.)

thank you.

i'll update properly on thursday i think. if not, then friday.

off to mug marketing!

'bye world!

teh-flautist. ewenn @ 6:38 PM

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it hasn't been a good saturday. k firstly i woke up at like. before 1? yeah. i got up, washed up, bathed. wenta drink my first cup of water. started coughing phlegm out.

lo and behold.

yes. laced with blood.

whatever.

played dota. not studied.

mom fetched bryan and i to school (sas) for alumni prac. stopped outside school for.. uh. snack. chicken rice + chicken.

lol at the bubble tea shop, got one fucking chinarian girl.

'what you want to drink? mango,lychee,longan,apple,grape...' BLA.

i stand there 'uh.'

then i look at bryan and say 'siala chinarian' while she still reciting. she had a tongue piercing, i don't know how the hell she rolled her tongue piercing around and talked at the same time, but she did. as a result she wasn't talking properly. anyway. she was irritating. i had mango puree. lol.

at alumni, prac was.. shitty. everyone was feeling sian, i don't know why. i was falling asleep, but that's probably cause i was feeling sick. music was pretty bad today.

i had a solo taken away from me.

whatever yeah, shouldn't have practiced it. waste my time.

oh yes i just realised that my grade 5 practical is approaching. so are more projects.

oh so projects, they just reminded me. yes. tests coming in 2 days. what have i studied?

nothing.

lol i better start tomorrow. er today.

i want to be pissed, but i shall not bother. everything's more simple when you don't care anyway.

ooh i just noticed i have some pics in my phone.

my 2 favourites.

heheheh.

that is bbaa0beiix`_

LAWL.

nights.

teh-flautist. ewenn @ 4:59 AM

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okay i take back all the mean and evil statements i made in the last (FEW) post(S).

blah. i say very stupid things when i'm emo, because i don't think properly. sorry, to whoever felt insulted.

*i know that you know who you are. i don't think you're not intelligent enough to figure out. it was kinda obvious anyway. i know trust is difficult to build and easy to break. but i hope you'll forgive me. i'm sorry.

blah. why do such hurtful things lash out from me when i'm pissed/emo?

oh well. things to blog about!

yesterday night was rugby chalet. food was great, thanks to dean, kc and davio for cooking so bloody well! oh yes! advice to future bbq-ers. STOP GETTING CHICKEN WINGS. ITS TIME TO GET CHICKEN BREAST INSTEAD. DELICIOUSLY DELICIOUS.

i think after doing so much passing last night, my passing has improved loads.

but that's not the highlight!

we started playing indian poker, with a shot of vodka for the loser! oh yes, for those who don't know what indian poker is about. well, a dealer gives out a card to each player. player cannot see the card. must paste on forehead (you know you can lah, sticky enough.) or hold up on forehead for all to see. then you must laugh at/psycho those who have highest/lowest cards to change, or not change card. each person can only switch cards once. then, dealer counts to 3, all throw cards around the shot of liquor, THEN ALL LAUGH AT THE LOWEST NUMBER AND WATCH HIM GO 'NOOOOOOOOoooooooooooo!!!'

in last night's case. uh. i think out of 10 games, i think i lost like. 6. LOL. like silent library, where the poor suay guy kena all e time. (for those who don't know what silent library is, go to YOUTUBE and search for it. freaking funny.

AH digression. sooo anyway, i had to take like 6+ shots of vodka, ranging from half full to full cup to quarter cup. AND I HAD WINE AND SOME BEER BEFORE THAT. oh yes. you should know what the result was.

i got piss drunk.

but before that, BASTARDS DEAN AND JIA HAO. 'HEY MAN, happy belated birthday! toast la, one more only!'

so, one more cup of vodka.

they started laughing like shit.

'HAHA KENA PUNK, YOU DRINK VODKA, WE DRINK WATER!'

lol pricks.. as if i wasn't about to die.

we to the nearby field to play passing, and to uh. make fun of me mostly. they thought i was totally drunk, and they tried to make me do stupid things. took my slippers and dunked in mud... i saw it but i still wore it anyway. lol. said many many stupid things. yeah.

thank god russ's daddy came to fetch. i had 0 cash to take cab, and i couldn't stay, cause i had filming today.

WELLLL. today. started bad. FIRSTTT. i printed wrong production form (THANK GOD FOR CARRIE,((ifthere'sgod.)))and then i forgot to bring tape. THENNN left pails in mom's car. %&#*%&*#.

oh well.

the filming went okay.

THE SOUND DIDN'T.

there was A LOT of distortion.

carrie; i was told just now that it should be around 0... ok maybe 3 is fine actually, i don't really know. lol. anyway. the sound was really screwed up.

we needed to do voiceovers. i just hope it'll fit in when we do editing! =(

other than that.. aye.

thanks to qixin, del and glenn for so willingly parting with their time for us.

THENNNNNNNN.

after MY production, i had to act for another group. last minute thing.. screwed up quite a bit. its pretty nerve-wracking, like, having to be physically close to someone you don't know. yes qx, i know how you feel now. lol. anywayyy. by the time filming for that was wrapped up, i had to go off.

couldn't make it to the NIE youth band practice; was simply too late to go. oh well, i didn't pangseh anyone anyway. heheh.

got home, ate, watched argentina screw serbia&montenegro a bit.. and now i'm here blogging.

i've got dota appointment at 11. i better go study a bit first. though i'm not in a mood to.

this feels so yesteryear.

me telling myself, 'timmy! stop dota, start studying!' and 'ah i need to study..studyy.. studyyy..stud-dota.'

oh well. next hurdle. tests on monday and wednesday! then there's OANNES bbq on thursday! and.. aye i forget already. got quite a few activities. hahah.

oh yes.

no more emo. if i'm sad, i'll pretend to be happy till i become really happy.

i've got to do this.

its for you.

teh-flautist. ewenn @ 9:49 PM

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you thought of her as a bitch;
i don't think you're too far from what she did.

blehh. today i didn't do anything. woke up at 2 as a result of watching brazil play a bad game last night. then i played cs. and dota. and did no studying. i'm going to screw up badly.

not as if i don't feel screwed up enough already.

maybe i should just close this blog down.

bottle my feelings up.

explode one day;

and end my life...
perhaps.

teh-flautist. ewenn @ 11:55 PM

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k the birthday high has just worn off. i'm feeling down again. don't ask me why. i don't know why.

anyway. handed up bauhaus and logos. what's left?

oh yes. i have interview, filming and 2 tests to study for.

from a meat locker to a furnace. or maybe sahara desert to north pole.

perhaps from hell.. to hell.

whatever. there's rugby chalet this thursday and friday. i'm going for some.. band thing on friday evening. i shall go rugby chalet on thursday night. then friday go filming, then for that whatever band thing. its an open thing, so anyone who wants to go just tell me. 'NIE youth band'. i'm just going to.. have a look. yeah.

i really have nothing to say. blah i think i shall drink brandy and go sleep.

to fuck with that brazil match.

i hope you realised that it won't work.
well, i did.

teh-flautist. ewenn @ 2:17 AM

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it is 630 now. and a new day dawns.

ecstatically eighteen.
euphorically eighteen.
exultantly eighteen.

k not sure about the last. correct me.

well updates updates.

this whole week has been M-A-D. i don't even remember which day is which, because i've been staying up overnight to complete projects. oh yes. adam came to stay at my place on thursday night. we did bauhaus. i've finished it. sent it for printing. i honestly think it'll get me a C. hahah.

left with logos, and all the concept writeups.

besides thaaaat.

friday night i slept at 4. yes. after staying up the night before. i think my body clock is screwed up now. hahah.

why i slept at 4? i was at club home watching GERMANY own COSTA RICA. they kicked off at 12.00 JUNE 10.

i'm a worldcup boyyyy. heheeee.

happy birthday to me
happy birthday to me
happy birthday tooooo eeeewennnnn.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME.

i am now eighteen. yay. finally.

anyhow, i was out saturday night. er. yeah few hours ago. started out at acid bar. treated russ and adam to a jug of long island tea! then we went to dXo. met quite a few people theree.. it was pretty packed. hard to dance properly. =/

moved off to madam wong's at 3am! went in to dance for an HOUR. i went in and like thought 'wah like all cannot dance properly'. (note. i cannot either, unless there's ALCOHOL running through my veins.) so i went up to the podium to dance. OANNES PEEPS joined me! i think there were a lot of people staring at me. probably because they were wondering why girl dance like guy, or like 'guy or girl sia', or why guy dance like girl. hahaha. wellwell.

headed BACK to dxo. danced till my legs couldn't move much anymore. club closed at 5.

adam and i stoned at marina square till 6.

borrowed $5 from adam - he's such a dear.

taxi uncle nice. gimme $1.70 discount. hehehe.

just bathed. mom slept at 4, she's awake now surfing the net outside. CRAAAZY.

well. i gotta rush my logos nownownow!

THANKS FOR ALL THE BIRTHDAY WISHES! I LOVE EVERYONEE! *HUGS AND KISSES!

good MORNING world!

=)

teh-flautist. ewenn @ 6:30 AM

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hello.

fuck.

i don't know what to say. life stinks.
all these projects. i get mental when people put stress on me. not that i can't handle. i just go emo. and down down. i'm down when i'm tired. and projects make me tired.

gee. i never knew i would like koRn. i used to go 'ew i'm never going to like heavy metal.' oh well. i always said i wouldn't smoke either. so. yeah. lol.

bauhaus and logos. they kill. especially since i suck so much at photoshop and illustrator. i'm just barely struggling through.

i want a hug;

badly.

A lonely life, where no one understands you
But don't give up, because the music do;
Music do

teh-flautist. ewenn @ 12:29 AM

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hello world! im sitting on a table outside lecture hall 79. just finished lectures.

tiring day. and i need to figure out how to use photoshop and illustrator in 1 week. stressationation. lol.

blah. tab and mich want to go watch some movie. russ too i think. i'm following. but i think i should be doing my logos. but then. i don't know how to do. screw. i wished things were clearer.

well i wish my head was clearer. lol.

who wants to bet i'm going to fall sick by the end of this week? sure one.

i feel like the end of the world is coming.

no it has nothing to do with tomorrow being 06/06/06.

i'm listening to the ROTK soundtrack i ripped off someone's mac. oops. am i not supposed to say that? oh well..

k adam just came over and gave me a kiss. yes. LOL.

ok now he wants to type. here's your space.

Hello. In case you don't know me, I own PseudoPath.Org. HAHAHA FREE PUBLICATION. HOORAH. Anyway, since I haven't blogged for ages, I shall take up this space. I'm so stressed with all the projects. All the deadlines are like, here already. Times has flown by like that -snaps fingers- and we're already in the fucking 7th week. -.- Okay I shall give him back his blog already.

To Tim: Don't worry, I'll give you publication in my next post too. Send me a nice picture of yourself and I'll edit it. :D

blah. i'm not the only one. how COMFORTING EH. oh well. i don't really have anything to say.

oh yes. anyone thinking of getting me presents, PLEASE. PLEASEPLEASE don't.

okay.

bye world.

teh-flautist. ewenn @ 6:23 PM

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bad week. bad bad week.

i dropped my phone on 167 bus last night. there goes ALL my photos. fuck. best thing is that my phone is still on, so i guess that means that nobody's found my phone yet.

i'm having graphics communication tutorial now.

fucking bored. pearlyn's beside me reading queer news on yahoo. and aaron's watching me blog and surfing the net as well. i think no one else is listening.. actually. no. only the front row. and a few other people.

gosh photoshop is so not my thing. its hard like shit.

at least im getting my laptop back today.. gotta compile stuff for webgraphics, then come up with survey questions for marketing.

i'm dying. i'm living on coffee. literally. if not i'd be dead in my chair, drooling or something.

and i feel very... sterile. emotional-less.

blah.

i feel lost without my handphone.

then again, i realise that it doesn't make much of a difference; i seldom get smses or calls anyway. okay lah, i do.

when people want something from me.

i'm going to continue surfing the net.

bye all.

teh-flautist. ewenn @ 10:42 AM

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